Innocence: A Novel

From New York Times bestselling author Kathleen Tessaro comes a poignant, funny, and unforgettable story of real life, real love, and fantasy—and the changes they put you through. 1986. Starry-eyed and ready to take the world by storm, Evie Garlick leaves her small town of Eden, Ohio, to study drama in London, intent on becoming a star of the classical stage. But when she arrives in England, it quickly becomes clear she’s way out of her element—and completely unprepared for what fate has in store for her.Luckily, her new flatmate, the larger-than-life Robbie, immediately takes the bewildered Evie under her wing. Glamorous and bohemian, Robbie’s unorthodox Greenwich Village upbringing and reckless lust for life both dazzle and astonish Evie. Soon the drama offstage in their small student flat is more exciting than any Broadway play. And when Evie meets Jake, a defiantly self-assured young musician bent on two things—success and her—she finds herself suddenly in far too deep, painfully in love, out of control, and yet thrillingly alive, questioning everything about herself—and her dreams.2001.Robbie has been dead for five years, and Evie, now a single mother, is still living in London. Resigned to earning a living by teaching drama to night students, her life bears little resemblance to the one she’d imagined for herself fifteen years ago. Her carefully ordered routine and beloved son help to keep the memories and regrets at bay—most of the time. But when the past pays Evie a visit, she’s forced to confront the ambitious young woman she used to be and re-examine the choices she made…and those she couldn’t—in order to claim a new future.

Pittsburgh Tribune Review

“Transcends the [chick lit] genre with adept pacing, vivid characters, and Tessaro’s knack for telling a good story.”

Denver Rocky Mountain News

“A tale as heartbreaking as it is heartwarming.”

Entertainment Weekly

“Elegantly written and compelling.”

Glamour

“Witty…proves that confidence never goes out of fashion.”

USA Today

“Through vivid descriptions, lively mishaps and devastating details, Tessaro serves up a witty, original, fast–moving debut.”

Romantic Times, four-star review

“Funny and witty…devilishly fun to read.”

Library Journal, starred review

“Fans of Helen Fielding’s Bridget Jones’s Diary will love this unique Pygmalion tale, an impressive debut novel.”

Jackie O-esque tips.”

“Fabulous fiction. Expect to laugh and maybe pick up some Grace Kelly

New Woman

“A brilliant read with fashion advice thrown in!”

Daily Express (UK)

“A breath of fresh air in a wold of increasingly tired–looking chick–lit… a stylish antidote to girly fluff.”

From the Back Cover

From Kathleen Tessaro, author of the acclaimed international bestseller Elegance, comes a poignant, funny, and utterly remarkable story of real life, real love, and fantasy—and the changes they put you through.Following a dream can lead to unexpected places. . . .It is 1986, and eighteen-year-old aspiring actress Evie leaves Eden, Ohio, to study theater in London, England. Almost immediately she falls in with new female chums Imogen (born-again Laura Ashley poster child, frustrated virgin) and Robbie (gorgeous wild-child bohemian, far from virginal). The world is thrilling and new, and anything is possible. . . until love intervenes.It is 2001, and Evie’s a single mother teaching drama to night students. Robbie is dead, killed in a car accident. And Evie is doing her level best to forget the past, the lost opportunities, and the dreams that exploded . . . until an old friendship comes back to haunt her.Literally.

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InnocenceBy Kathleen TessaroHarperCollins Publishers, Inc.Copyright © 2006 Kathleen TessaroAll right reserved.ISBN: 0060522283Chapter OneI'm seated next to a redheaded woman on the plane. My supper of creamed chicken royal and boiled rice sits untouched in front of me. Instead, I stare at my new Keith Haring Swatch watch (a going-away gift from my boyfriend, Jonny). It's my first trip abroad. In only eight hours and twenty-two minutes, we'll be landing in London and a whole new chapter of my life will begin. Who can eat chicken at a time like this?The redhead can. She's an old hand at foreign travel. Lighting anothercigarette, she smiles at me."Oh, London's great! Great pubs. And you can have fish and chips. Chips is English for French fries," she translates. "They put salt and vinegar on them over there.""Ewwww!" I say, ever the sophisticate."But it's good! You have them with mushy peas.""Mushy what?""Peas!" she laughs. "They're sort of smashed up. You don't have tohave them.""Oh, but I want to!" I assure her quickly. "I want to try everything!"She exhales. "Where are you from?""Eden, Ohio.""Is that near Akron?""Actually, it's not near anything.""And what are you doing? Studying?""Drama. I'm going to be an actress. A classical actress," I add, just incase she gets the idea I'm going to sell out. "I've been accepted into theActors Drama Workshop Academy. Maybe you've heard of it?" She shakes her head. "Is that like RADA?""Almost.""Well, you're a pretty girl. I'm sure you'll be a big star." And shenods, drumming her long, pink nails against the shared armrest. "Yeah,London will be the making of you. It's a long way from Ohio, kid."That's exactly what I'm hoping for.I don't fit in in Ohio. I don't fit in anywhere yet. But back home,nobody seems to get me -- apart from my boyfriend, Jonny. He's going tostudy graphic arts at CMU next term. He understands what it's like to bean artistic soul trapped in a working class town. That's why we get on sowell. I pull out his going-away letter to me and read it one more time.I know this is going to be a completely amazing adventure for you, babe.And I can't wait to hear each installment. Write often. Never lose faith inyourself. And think of me slaving away over my drawing board, dreamingof you and your perfect, beautiful face until you get back ... safe andwarm in my arms. I'm so proud of you.My darling Jonny.We've been dating for nearly two years. When I get back, we're goingto live together. In New York City, if things work out. Already I can seeus: drinking coffee in the mornings, padding about in our loft apartmentoverlooking Central Park -- sometimes there's a dog in the picture,sometimes it's just us.Folding the letter carefully, I slip it back into the side pocket of mycarry-on bag.I think of my parents, standing next to one another at the departuregate of Cleveland Airport. They just couldn't understand why I neededto go so far away; why anyone would ever want to leave the States. I'mthe only person in my family with a passport.There's a whole, entire world bursting with beautiful language,enormous, crushing emotions and stories so powerful, they break your heart in two -- just not in Eden, Ohio. How can I explain to them that Iwant to be part of it? To rub up against the culture that inspiredShakespeare and Sheridan, Coward and Congreve; the wit of Wilde, thesatire of Shaw, the sheer wickedness of Orton ... I want to see it, touchit; experience it all firsthand instead of reading about it in books, inbetween taking orders at Doughnut Express.And at last, I'm on the verge.Leaning back in my seat, I gaze out of the window. Somewhere, farbelow, my parents are driving back home now, thinking about what tohave for dinner. And just beyond this expanse of blue, on a small, greenisland, people I've yet to meet are drifting off to sleep, dreaming of whattomorrow might hold.The stewardess leans over, collecting my tray of untouched food."Not hungry?"I shake my head.The next meal I eat will be fish and chips.With plenty of mushy peas.The Belle View Hotel and Guesthouse in Russell Square is considerablydarker, colder and altogether more brown than the pictures in thebrochure. The rooms, so spacious and inviting in the leaflet, are cell-likeand lavishly appointed with tea and coffee making facilities (a kettle andteacup on a plastic tray) and a basin in the corner. Boiling hot watersteams out of one tap, icy cold from the other. A certain amount ofspeed and physical endurance is required to wash your face but thereward is a genuine feeling of accomplishment.However, the reality of shared bathroom facilities is another matter.No amount of counselling could prepare me for crouching naked in ashallow tub of tepid water while three large German businessmenwrapped in nothing but old bathrobes lurk outside the door. The wholeexperience is like a trip to the gynaecologist's, simultaneously intimateand deeply unpleasant. The English must have a relationship with theirbodies that's alien to me; like a couple who are divorced but still livingtogether in the same house; forced to be polite to someone they hate.After bathing, and making myself an instant coffee (breakfast withthe Germans is a bridge too far), the time has come. I'm ready to visit the offices of the Actors Drama Workshop Academy in North Londonand introduce myself to the people who are going to mould the rest ofmy life ...Continues...Excerpted from Innocenceby Kathleen Tessaro Copyright © 2006 by Kathleen Tessaro. Excerpted by permission. All rights reserved. No part of this excerpt may be reproduced or reprinted without permission in writing from the publisher.Excerpts are provided by Dial-A-Book Inc. solely for the personal use of visitors to this web site.

About the Author

Kathleen Tessaro is the author of Elegance, Innocence, The Flirt, The Debutante, The Perfume Collector, and Rare Objects. She lives in Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania, with her husband and son.

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